Squiggles
2006-05-05 22:50:21 UTC
I feel tired. The past two years have been
filled with two family deaths (which my husband
and I had to cope with and arrange for, both
of us not in great health), and then I had
a critical situation with bad/counterfeit
lithium, leading me to suicidal mania (pharmacy's
botch), then after fighting that and coming through,
I had a concusssion (accident), (2 months in bed) and just
recently, metabolic acidosis from missing a
rivotril, or lowering my lithium or both (1 month
of choking).
I was happy to get over everything, but with lack
of needed medical and personal support, it was harder.
I think we both need a long vacation.
I only now feel the fatigue - which is strange, after
6-8 months of real life horror, and family anguish.
I'm very tired -- it now feels like apathy, though
i would not call it depression. I am indebted to
lithium for that (dangerous as the drug is if not
monitored).
Thanks for letting me rant.
Squiggles
filled with two family deaths (which my husband
and I had to cope with and arrange for, both
of us not in great health), and then I had
a critical situation with bad/counterfeit
lithium, leading me to suicidal mania (pharmacy's
botch), then after fighting that and coming through,
I had a concusssion (accident), (2 months in bed) and just
recently, metabolic acidosis from missing a
rivotril, or lowering my lithium or both (1 month
of choking).
I was happy to get over everything, but with lack
of needed medical and personal support, it was harder.
I think we both need a long vacation.
I only now feel the fatigue - which is strange, after
6-8 months of real life horror, and family anguish.
I'm very tired -- it now feels like apathy, though
i would not call it depression. I am indebted to
lithium for that (dangerous as the drug is if not
monitored).
Thanks for letting me rant.
Squiggles
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Drugs have taught an entire generation
of American kids the metric system.
--P. J. O'Rourke
Drugs have taught an entire generation
of American kids the metric system.
--P. J. O'Rourke