going away and many concerns

[HappyPolarBear]

I am going away for almost three month for my clerical course. (military) I
am probable able to come home on some weekends.

I am so worried and have so many concerns. Will I make it? It is a so long
time away from home and I will be togehter with so many people I don't even
know.

I know the first weeks will be stress, iron uniform, polishing boots plus
homework, having the locker ready for inspection like you see in movies,
plus making sure getting enough sleep.

Will I still have my job when I come back or will the medical team made the
decision that I am medical unfit or will they at least let me work as a
clerk?

And yes ist legal to release me from the army as I am first Soldier and then
clerk. I can't go in the field anymore because my doctor believes that one
night staying up or not enough sleep can set of a mood episode. Past proves
her right.

Oh well, I guess one step at the time, tomorrow I will be going on my
course, and I know I am lucky many people are waiting to get on it. So I
better do my best.

I feel like smoking again to overcome all those fears and get nice and
relaxed.

Carmen

[sooz]

Dear Carmen, First, I want to thank you for your service to our
country. I admire your courage.I have a hard time going out of the
house-period.When I'm having an esp. hard time I say the 23rd Psalm. It
helps, alot. I think you'll be fine, tho, as I have been reading you
for a while and see how intelligent, kind and caring you are. May God
bless you and hold you close. Thanks again, Susan

Post by HappyPolarBear
I am going away for almost three month for my clerical course. (military) I
am probable able to come home on some weekends.
I am so worried and have so many concerns. Will I make it? It is a so long
time away from home and I will be togehter with so many people I don't even
know.
I know the first weeks will be stress, iron uniform, polishing boots plus
homework, having the locker ready for inspection like you see in movies,
plus making sure getting enough sleep.
Will I still have my job when I come back or will the medical team made the
decision that I am medical unfit or will they at least let me work as a
clerk?
And yes ist legal to release me from the army as I am first Soldier and then
clerk. I can't go in the field anymore because my doctor believes that one
night staying up or not enough sleep can set of a mood episode. Past proves
her right.
Oh well, I guess one step at the time, tomorrow I will be going on my
course, and I know I am lucky many people are waiting to get on it. So I
better do my best.
I feel like smoking again to overcome all those fears and get nice and
relaxed.
Carmen

[sooz]

Dear Carmen, First, I want to thank you for your service to our
country. I admire your courage.I have a hard time going out of the
house-period.When I'm having an esp. hard time I say the 23rd Psalm. It
helps, alot. I think you'll be fine, tho, as I have been reading you
for a while and see how intelligent, kind and caring you are. May God
bless you and hold you close. Thanks again, Susan

Post by HappyPolarBear
I am going away for almost three month for my clerical course. (military) I
am probable able to come home on some weekends.
I am so worried and have so many concerns. Will I make it? It is a so long
time away from home and I will be togehter with so many people I don't even
know.
I know the first weeks will be stress, iron uniform, polishing boots plus
homework, having the locker ready for inspection like you see in movies,
plus making sure getting enough sleep.
Will I still have my job when I come back or will the medical team made the
decision that I am medical unfit or will they at least let me work as a
clerk?
And yes ist legal to release me from the army as I am first Soldier and then
clerk. I can't go in the field anymore because my doctor believes that one
night staying up or not enough sleep can set of a mood episode. Past proves
her right.
Oh well, I guess one step at the time, tomorrow I will be going on my
course, and I know I am lucky many people are waiting to get on it. So I
better do my best.
I feel like smoking again to overcome all those fears and get nice and
relaxed.
Carmen